that's why i keep silent

Makan Oat

im getting bored here. Keningau is none other than a work place for me. I didnt hate my job. im enjoying it. i love my students and i sometimes loves buat kerja kerani.SOMETIMES. but mostly i am so fed up buat fail10000x which idk bila habis. kenapa mesti byk fail?oh byk jawatan. kenapa bagi saya byk jawatan? oh sebab saya pandai buat kerja. ok if like that,i decided to malas2..but hmm..its my job:(

saya rindu to do teaching aids.i llooovee it.how i miss my 11 periods teaching at smesh.

so tomoro,go back home for a week holiday.A WEEK! i am so happy. i love KK! i love my mom,my dad,my sis,my bro,my CATS.home sweet home. and my FIANCE:))) geli2.

thanks for reading this.hahaha.
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Pangas, A loyal friend in school.

kucing yg mengakibatkan P&P tergendala kerana kecomelan.

Update.

I'm ok with my life now..

Semakin membulat..terima kasih kepada Syapie.

Ini hasil kerja beliau.

hehe

my 1st bro suda kawen..dgn org tawau.jadi kami semua pergi ke tawau,sangat seronok. :p

05.06.2011

this is my new kakak.satu lg kakak yg lama..haha

my dream.dijumpai di tawau.

hello my pinky mukmuk.at my new home.

my new kitties.tamtam tp betina n sabit.

still my fav.peppermint icecream.sesuai utk org2 stress seperti kami.

my students drawing.ketawa terbahak2 masa tgk dia lukis ni masa exam.

tajuk: ibu arnab sedang memberi anak2nya makan.

from my students.budak2 yg hari2 bikin pening tp best.

my coins yg bakal masuk bank sbb ada syiling baru.

 missing this hensem tamtam :'(

i love you.

i love you toooooo..at tawau,

lepak b4 htr kakak dan abg ipar to airport.

This is real, this is me I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be nowwww.. Gonna let the light shine on meeee

 (^_________^)v

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~sudah terhapus...

U need to teach how to think,not what to think~lionclub man who talk to Pie.

There is something u should understand about the way i work,when u need me but do not want me then i must stay.When u want me but no longer need me,then i have to go. -nanny mcphee.

please give me the strength to handle those students..sakit jiwa.sakit hati.semua sakit. but they need a teacher..

murid 1: bukan anak orang kaya,tapi bergaya kalah anak kontraktor,bapa bagi duit bukan datang belajar. hari2 tgk cermin,memang cantik tapi akal ada?ilmu ada?kerja sekolah malas buat.

murid 2: fokus dalam kelas,tidak main,tidak bercakap,rajin bertanya,kerja rumah siap tapi bila exam..gagal.bila tanya..saya minta maaf cikgu,saya ada masalah.bapa saya kasi tinggal saya,dia tida mau saya,dia lari sama bini baru.dia bawa adik saya lari,dia tampar saya.mama saya di kk.

murid 3: cikgu,buat apa oo kerja kayu..bikin semak saja,bikin penat buat.bukan ada apa2..jadi sampah saja oh.

murid 4: bercerita dalam kelas allll the time,entah bila mau stop.hari2 kena marah tp setiap kali jumpa dia jugala senyum paling lebar..tiada dendam.

murid 5: saya malas belajar cikgu,saya tunggu habis bljr lepas tu saya urus kedai bapa.

murid 6: saya mau buka rombengan cikgu..bole jadi kaya,saya belajar tinggi2 pun tidak guna.saya tiada ic,mama saya om.

murid 7 : murid2 samseng dan bermasalah yang hormat saya sbg cikgu handball..well,they r excellent in sports,only sports.they have talent.they go for it.

Those are my students.my dearest students.

U need to teach how to think,not what to think~lionclub man who talk to Pie.

Streamyx,School and Life

7 months oredi at school :) I made it..get used to it but yes,I still want to pindah to another school,bukan apa cuma..hurm.

Streamyx pun baru pasang..ok la,at least got entertainment after tired at school..TIRED.School mengambil all the energy i have..students mostly.

Few weeks ago,me,him and family go to Tawau.. :p my bro kawin,never tot of it.

Last week,i got Handball Tournament at SMK Telupid..gila,telupid?how to survive for 5 days there? but then ada jugala hotel n kedai makan yg ok.Queen Alice Inn,Restoran Sri Dewi. 

My students (yang muda2 la :p)and collegue.

Kak Wan,Kak Ren,me,Maz n student.

I think its time to recharge,tomoro EXAM which is a hooray time for me~~or for the teachers i think.

Can't wait for the school holidayyyy..yeayyy!